Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Season's beatings...

Four more days and Christmas is over....good. Too much undo pressure financially...and I'm already pressured financially...don't need it.

A lot of hours at work...a little drama...some kitchen politics....just have to keep my head down and cook.

Was wondering yesterday if starting this career at my age was really a good idea...but hell, too late now. Have to find strength and resilience and keep going.

I get Christmas Eve and Christmas off...first two days off I've had since August...can't afford it financially...but require it physically and mentally.

Met another lady on-line...still in the texting/talking stage...but now her phone is down, so waiting to see. Will I hear from her again? I hope so...she's sweet...beautiful and lovely but I know I'm not for everybody.

Not selling myself short...just being realistic...not too many women could handle the hours I work, or the finance issues because of child support. It is what it is...

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

I actually thought that starting a new career was good for you. Good for mankind too. At least now we know where you are most of the time.

Geoffrey Hill said...

Whoever said this...you are very funny.

Anonymous said...

Oh man, that was me. Forgot my name doesn't show.

Martin