Quite possibly the last post.

I've decided I have lived my life publicly by writing about it for long enough.

Nothing really comes of it and I fear I am simply trivializing my daily existence by doing so.

I will leave both my blogs up but am retiring from writing them.

I don't know how much time I have left in life and think I would like to keep the rest of it to myself.

Thanks for reading. G

I can see it from here...

A year sober...coming up April 23. Not too far, but so far away from a year ago it's like a different life.

Quite possibly in my top five hardest years of my life category actually, with the life lessons rolling in.

They say the best students get the hardest lessons. I must have made the honor society.

Applied for a second job yesterday. I have an interview with the Executive Chef next Tuesday.

We shall see.

Pretty much stopped the whole dating thing...can't do it. Too much. My "dream girl" is simply that...a dream.

One normally gets to peek under the crazy covers about five months in to a relationship...I am obviously in the accelerated program.

Better off alone. Really.

I can lie to myself just fine...don't need someone else doing it.