Four more days and Christmas is over....good. Too much undo pressure financially...and I'm already pressured financially...don't need it.
A lot of hours at work...a little drama...some kitchen politics....just have to keep my head down and cook.
Was wondering yesterday if starting this career at my age was really a good idea...but hell, too late now. Have to find strength and resilience and keep going.
I get Christmas Eve and Christmas off...first two days off I've had since August...can't afford it financially...but require it physically and mentally.
Met another lady on-line...still in the texting/talking stage...but now her phone is down, so waiting to see. Will I hear from her again? I hope so...she's sweet...beautiful and lovely but I know I'm not for everybody.
Not selling myself short...just being realistic...not too many women could handle the hours I work, or the finance issues because of child support. It is what it is...